exactly how i feel right now. no not suicidal. i feel like i was so afraid of the unknown and of not knowing what would happen.. like the moment you’re waiting to jump off that cliff… but i forgot how great it is to JUMP OFF! how thrilling, exciting and how alive you feel… and so I have decided to jump. and it feels great!
and the beautiful thing is that I know God is with me, and He will open doors, He will make miracles in my life and He is the one watching over me and taking care of me as I jump.He is amazing.
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.”